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Self Inflicted Scars

by Bryan Martin

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1.
She’s as real as it gets and there ain’t no way around it There’s a road that’s been through hell and she’s been down it She’s been mistreated She’s been lied to She’s seen her share of trouble But that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle ‘Cause she ain’t all about herself She ain’t one to ask for help She’s that diamond that you find when you’ve been left behind And you’re sifting through the rubble Yeah that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle She carries a weight that most could never handle Pickin’ up the pieces of a heart that’s been dismantled She’s a good friend She’s a fighter She’s watched her whole world crumble But that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle She ain’t all about herself She ain’t one to ask for help She’s that diamond that you find when you’ve been left behind And you’re sifting through the rubble Yeah that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle She ain’t all about herself She ain’t one to ask for help She’s that diamond that you find when you’ve been left behind And you’re sifting through that rubble Yeah that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle She’s the beauty in the struggle
2.
Headlights on an interstate Seems like I’m running late But I know I’m only headed down the drain An empty bottle and another shot I give it everything I got But nothing can seem to numb this pain Where I’m going won’t be far Too much whiskey and poor choices And self inflicted scars Baby don’t cry for me when I’m gone Don’t be surprised if it don’t take too long Just know I loved you with all of my heart Just too much whiskey and poor choices And self inflicted scars I remember being a child Never dreamed of running wild But something just slipped into my veins Take a pill and I’d wash it down Then I’d find myself runnin’ round The devil on my back drives me insane One-night stands and old guitars Too much whiskey and poor choices And self inflicted scars Baby don’t cry for me when I’m gone Don’t be surprised if it don’t take too long Just know I loved you with all of my heart Just too much whiskey and poor choices And them self inflicted scars Baby I know that you’ve been praying For an old soul that ain’t worth saving You hold me together when I’m falling apart After too much whiskey and poor choices And them self inflicted scars You hold me together when I’m falling apart After too much whiskey and poor choices And them self inflicted scars
3.
Lost 03:19
Ran the same street as the Devil I’ve shook his hand I can tell you I ain’t ever feared another man I’m far from a saint Just shy of disciple Some know what I mean I’ve done things that make your skin crawl baby But I’m 10 years clean Runnin’ round, runnin’ round When it comes to lonely, I know that sound Runnin’ round, runnin’ round ‘Cause I’ve been lost more than I’ve been found Whiskey and codeine was my poison of choice That was long before my baby and I found my voice I picked up a pen and started writing y’all It became healing for me But even after all these years now it’s still plain to see I’m runnin’ round, runnin’ round When it comes to lonely, I know the sound Runnin’ round, runnin’ round I’ve been lost more than I’ve been found Runnin’ round, runnin’ round When it comes to lonely, I know that sound Runnin’ round, runnin’ round ‘Cause I’ve been lost I’ve been lost more than I’ve been found Ran the same street as the Devil I’ve shook his hand
4.
Everybody got their eye on the prize Wants to know what it’s like To be on top of the world Think it’s all money and fame It’s just a game But it’s more than denim and pearls It’s a real man’s world And I ain’t lyin’ Grip tighter and you get a deep seat Turn out your feet Get your hooks in let it go Feel the power straight out the gate But it ain’t too late Roll your hips son Get back in the flow Eight seconds is a long damn time It’s more than the shine in the buckle Broken hearts, busted knuckles You know you gotta hustle You’re sifting through the rubble to find Your soul’s on the line and you’re runnin’ behind It’s more than the shine Sometimes you land on your feet or accept defeat Pick yourself up get back on again Most nights you lie awake as your body aches Knowing you’ve lost more than you’ll win Please God just give me a sign This life’s been a hard go out on the road Chasin’ this damn rodeo The woman I love stays on my mind It’s more than the shine in the buckle Broken hearts, busted knuckles You know you gotta hustle You’re sifting through the rubble to find Your soul’s on the line and you’re runnin’ behind It’s more than the shine It’s more than the shine in the buckle Broken hearts, busted knuckles You know you gotta hustle You’re sifting through the rubble to find Your soul’s on the line and you’re runnin’ behind It’s more than the shine in the buckle Broken hearts, busted knuckles You know you gotta hustle You’re sifting through the rubble to find Your soul’s on the line and you’re runnin’ behind It’s more than that shine It’s more than that shine Everybody got their eye on the prize Wants to know what it’s like To be on top of the world
5.
Well the ring leaders are hiding in the bushes And they ain’t looking to be seen The media’s eating it all up And they instigate the whole damn thing You’re either red or blue, black or white And there ain’t no in between But the tickets don’t sell to watch it all go to hell Right there on your TV screen Tell me what happened to wanting peace and love They got us all fighting now and we’re taking off the gloves Don’t matter what side you’re on You know you’re out for blood Welcome to the Divided States of America Well the way I see it The fate of this country ain’t ever been up to one man This is still one nation under God And this is still his land There’s just one too many agendas And what I don’t understand Is there’s blood on our streets and blood overseas And it’s all on our hands Tell me what happened to wanting peace and love They got us all fighting now and we’re taking off the gloves Don’t matter what side you’re on You know you’re out for blood Welcome to the Divided States of America Well tell me what happened to wanting peace and love They got us all fighting now and we’re taking off the gloves Don’t matter what side you’re on You know you’re out for blood Welcome to the Divided States of America Welcome to the Divided The Un-united States of America States of America
6.
Another run-down hotel room Another wakeup call Been out here too damn long and it’s coming on Fall Working and sleeping That’s all I do everyday To hear my friends talk They think I got it made They ain’t handing out this money I ain’t got a damn dime for free Been giving everything I got To feed my family Puttin’ food back home on the table There’s an empty spot in my bed I could work hard every hour And would never get ahead My babies know there’s one thing that’s for certain That they ain’t ever gotta worry about hurting As long as daddy’s working Wiped the sweat from my brow When I think I can’t take anymore But in the back of my mind I remember just who I’m workin’ for The good Lord’s got my family And I know they’re doing fine ‘Cause he’s got his job covered Now it’s time that I do mine They ain’t handing out this money I ain’t got a damn dime for free Been giving everything I got To feed my family Puttin’ food back home on the table There’s an empty spot in my bed I could work hard every hour And would never get ahead My babies know there’s one thing that’s for certain They ain’t ever gotta worry about hurting As long as daddy’s working They ain’t handing out this money I ain’t got a damn dime for free Been giving everything I got To feed my family Puttin’ food back home on the table There’s an empty spot in my bed I could work hard every hour And would never get ahead My babies know there’s one thing that’s for certain That they ain’t ever gotta worry about hurting As long as daddy’s working As long as daddy’s working
7.
Well I’m getting older and I’m growing tired I ain’t seen a mirror in a long, long while I’ve lost a lot of weight and most of my mind But damn you whiskey You’ve let me down for the last time Whiskey and the Devil And all the hell it’s put me through The Devil drove me to drinking The drinking drove me away from you And I still have your memory That’s one thing I can’t leave behind Well damn you whiskey You’ve let me down for the last time. Out on this road it’s lonely and cold I can’t seem to find you no matter where I go And this old bottle has been a thorn in my side Well damn you whiskey You’ve let me down for the last time Whiskey and the Devil And all the hell it’s put me through The Devil drove me to drinking The drinking drove me away from you And I still have your memory That’s one thing I can’t leave behind Well damn you whiskey You’ve let me down for the last time. Well I’m getting older and I’m growing tired I ain’t seen a mirror in a long, long while
8.
Well I’ve been stuck out on this highway Been doing things my way Playing country like it used to be Yeah I’m a little old fashioned I got a guitar and a passion There’s a few things that I’ve learned along the way You can overdrink it You can overthink it And when your ship comes rolling in You can sure enough sink it Well let me tell y’all a secret When you can head to the banquet Yeah when it comes to a country song you can’t go wrong ‘Cause you can’t over Hank it See I’m a fast-talking, slow-walking, moonshine maker Lady stealer, deep driller, call me heartbreaker You can have her back I don’t really wanna take her Just wanna see her shake her ass like a salt shaker I’m a redneck romeo, backwoods barfighter Raised on Hank, part-time hit songwriter I don’t overdrink it I don’t overthink it But one things for sure I ain’t ever over Hanked it You can overdrink it You can overthink it And when your ship comes rolling in You can sure enough sink it Well let me tell y’all a secret When you can head to the banquet Yeah when it comes to a country song you can’t go wrong ‘Cause you can’t over Hank it You can overdrink it (yessir) You can overthink it (uh-huh) And when your ship comes rolling in You can sure enough sink it (it’s okay) Well let me tell y’all a secret (better listen) When you can head to the banquet (come on down) Yeah when it comes to a country song you can’t go wrong ‘Cause you can’t over Hank it (Nah) Yeah when it comes to a country song you can’t go wrong (you can’t go wrong, no you can’t) ‘Cause you can’t over Hank it (Old Bocephus would be proud, Bryan)
9.
Well I’ve been taking back roads A little too slow Yeah I’m out in the middle of nowhere Got nowhere to go I’m holding on tight This bottle in my hand Yeah ever since you hurt me like that I ain’t been the same man So tell me what I got to do To somehow get over you I’m tired of being all alone Tell me where I went wrong I took your ring Gave it a fling And I sit and watched it sink on down But I just can’t get your memory to drown Another lonely drive Another show tonight Yeah I take the stage and act like I’m doing alright Pour my soul out To one more crowd I got thousands and thousands of people Trying to figure me out So tell me what I got to do To somehow get over you I’m tired of being all alone Tell me where I went wrong I take drink I sit and think And then I order up one more round I just can’t get your memory to drown Maybe it’s the whiskey Maybe it’s that one thing I can’t find Maybe it’s that true love I know we had it one time So tell me what I got to do To somehow get over you I’m tired of being all alone Tell me where I went wrong I take drink I sit and think And then I order up another round But I just can’t get your memory to drown I take drink I sit and think And then I order up another round But I just can’t get your memory to drown
10.
Well I was raised up by a simple man I grew up with a gun in my hand Taught me how to love and how to fight Taught me what’s wrong, taught me what’s right Said, you don’t have the choice to choose You do what you can and don’t ever lose Just remember even when I’m dead and gone Stick to your guns son Make me proud Don’t never back up Don’t never back down Stand your ground and always tell it like it is Yeah this life is gonna be real damn tough You take them scars and you call that bluff Don’t let me catch you fitting in ‘Cause everyone’s an outlaw Until it’s time to do outlaw shit Well the times are changing but not for me I got my own home now and a family Two callused hands and some old work boots Busted my ass, paid my dues Tell my kids every night Try to see the world through your neighbor’s eyes And make a difference if you can Stick to your guns son Make me proud Don’t never back up Don’t never back down Stand your ground and always tell it like it is Yeah this life is gonna be real damn tough You take them scars and you call that bluff Don’t let me catch you fitting in ‘Cause everyone’s an outlaw Until it’s time to do outlaw shit Stick to your guns son Make me proud Don’t never back up Don’t never back down Stand your ground and always tell it like it is Yeah this life’s gonna be real damn tough You take them scars and you call that bluff Don’t let me catch you fitting in ‘Cause everyone’s an outlaw Yeah everyone’s an outlaw Until it’s time to do outlaw shit Until it’s time to do outlaw shit I was raised up by a simple man I grew up with a gun in my hand
11.
Ran the same street as the Devil I’ve shook his hand I can tell you I ain’t ever feared another man I’m far from a saint Just shy of disciple Some know what I mean I’ve done things that make your skin crawl baby But I’m 10 years clean Runnin’ round, runnin’ round When it comes to lonely, I know that sound Runnin’ round, runnin’ round ‘Cause I’ve been lost more than I’ve been found Whiskey and codeine was my poison of choice That was long before my baby and I found my voice I picked up a pen and started writing y’all It became healing for me But even after all these years now it’s still plain to see I’m runnin’ round, runnin’ round When it comes to lonely, I know the sound Runnin’ round, runnin’ round I’ve been lost more than I’ve been found Runnin’ round, runnin’ round When it comes to lonely, I know that sound Runnin’ round, runnin’ round ‘Cause I’ve been lost I’ve been lost more than I’ve been found Ran the same street as the Devil I’ve shook his hand
12.
She’s as real as it gets and there ain’t no way around it There’s a road that’s been through hell and she’s been down it She’s been mistreated She’s been lied to She’s seen her share of trouble But that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle ‘Cause she ain’t all about herself She ain’t one to ask for help She’s that diamond that you find when you’ve been left behind And you’re sifting through the rubble Yeah that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle She carries a weight that most could never handle Pickin’ up the pieces of a heart that’s been dismantled She’s a good friend She’s a fighter And she’s watched her whole world crumble But that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle She ain’t all about herself She ain’t one to ask for help She’s that diamond that you find when you’ve been left behind Sifting through the rubble Yeah that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle ‘Cause she ain’t all about herself She ain’t one to ask for help She’s that diamond that you find when you’ve been left behind And you’re sifting through that rubble Yeah that girl, she’s the beauty in the struggle She’s the beauty in the struggle

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released April 29, 2022

01.
Song Title (& Length): Beauty In The Struggle (2:33)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville

02.
Song Title (& Length): Self Inflicted Scars (3:36)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Nick Gibbens
Musicians:
Evan Hutchings - Drums
Steve Mackey - Bass
Carl Miner - Acoustic Guitar
Rob McNelley - Electric Guitar
Luke Moseley – Keys
Background Vocals: Rick Huckaby
Tracks Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Soultrain Sound Studios
Vocals & Overdubs Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Digital Editing by: Nick Gibbens
Mixed by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Mastered by: Joe Nino-Hernes @ Sterling Sound

03.
Song Title (& Length): Lost (3:20)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville

04.
Song Title (& Length): More Than The Shine (2:56)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville

05.
Song Title (& Length): Divided States (3:13)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Bill McDermott
Tracks Recorded by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville
Mixed by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville
Mastered by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville

06.
Song Title (& Length): Long As Daddy’s Working (3:37)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville

07.
Song Title (& Length): Whiskey And The Devil (3:19)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Noah Gordon and Shannon Houchins
Musicians:
Jim “Moose” Brown - keys
Tommy Harden - drums
Smith Curry - steel/dobro
Cole Phillips - electric guitar
Carl Miner - acoustic guitar
Tim Denbo - bass
Background Vocals: Noah Gordon
Tracks Recorded by: Michael “Zeus” Zuehsow at Keystone Studios, Nashville, TN
Vocals Recorded by: Noah Gordon at Keystone Studios, Nashville, TN
Digital Editing by: Mark Niemiec and Noah Gordon
Mixed by: Billy Decker using Deckerator Technology - Assisted by Dylan Mahoney
Mastered by: Noah Gordon at Keystone Studios, Nashville, TN

08.
Song Title (& Length): Over Hank It featuring Colt Ford (2:48)
Written by: Bryan Martin, Colt Ford
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Nick Gibbens
Musicians:
Evan Hutchings - Drums
Steve Mackey - Bass
Carl Miner - Acoustic Guitar
Rob McNelley - Electric Guitar
David Dorn - Keys, B3, Piano
Mike Johnson - Steel
Background Vocals: Rick Huckaby
Tracks Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Soultrain Sound Studios
Vocals & Overdubs Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Digital Editing by: Nick Gibbens
Mixed by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Mastered by: Joe Nino-Hernes @ Sterling Sound

09.
Song Title (& Length): Memory To Drown (3:35)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Nick Gibbens
Musicians:
Evan Hutchings - Drums
Steve Mackey - Bass
Carl Miner - Acoustic Guitar
Rob McNelley - Electric Guitar
David Dorn - Keys, B3, Piano
Mike Johnson - Steel
Background Vocals: Rick Huckaby
Tracks Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Soultrain Sound Studios
Vocals & Overdubs Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Digital Editing by: Nick Gibbens
Mixed by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Mastered by: Joe Nino-Hernes @ Sterling Sound

10.
Song Title (& Length): Everyone’s An Outlaw (3:21)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Nick Gibbens
Musicians:
Evan Hutchings - Drums
Steve Mackey - Bass
Carl Miner - Acoustic Guitar
Rob McNelley - Electric Guitar
Luke Moseley - Keys
Background Vocals: Rick Huckaby
Tracks Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Soultrain Sound Studios
Vocals & Overdubs Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Digital Editing by: Nick Gibbens
Mixed by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Mastered by: Joe Nino-Hernes @ Sterling Sound

11.
Song Title (& Length): Lost (Old Henry Trailer Version) (0:00)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Bill McDermott at Omni Studios Nashville
Remixed by: Jon Conner
Mastered by: Nick Gibbens at Keystone Studios, Nashville, TN

12.
Song Title (& Length): Beauty In The Struggle featuring Craig Campbell (2:33)
Written by: Bryan Martin
Published by: Average ZJS Music Publishing (BMI)
Produced by: Nick Gibbens
Musicians:
Bryan Martin - vocals
Craig Campbell – vocals
Evan Hutchings - Drums
Steve Mackey - Bass
Carl Miner - Acoustic Guitar
Rob McNelley - Electric Guitar
David Dorn - Keys, B3, Piano
Mike Johnson - Steel
Background Vocals: Rick Huckaby
Tracks Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Soultrain Sound Studios
Vocals & Overdubs Recorded by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Digital Editing by: Nick Gibbens
Mixed by: Nick Gibbens @ Keystone Studios Nashville
Mastered by: Joe Nino-Hernes @ Sterling Sound

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Bryan Martin Nashville, Tennessee

With a blue-collar, working-class background, Bryan Martin lives the stories he writes. Those real-life emotions and experiences expressed in song resonate with audiences because the two are one and the same.

Martin strives to work harder than the next guy. He lives by the best advice he ever received – “Don’t let your head outrun your feet… follow your heart and stay true to your roots.”
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